March 1st, 2005
Well today is the day my aunt's from chicago will be coming for a vacation for 14 days and will be staying at our house.. I'm excited to see them but unfortunately I cannot coz im at work and I wont be able to catch them coz i leave at 1 am!......... talk about luck, well there's always tom... But I hate the fact that I'm going to be sleeping in my sister's room which is filled with.... ahhhhhhhh.. barbie's and doll houses!!!! horror i say... I slept there last night and I could swear I saw the barbie doll move! hehehehehe! well what could be wrong in 14 days sleeping there!?............... mmm....... well everything!!! I rather sleep on the couch but I can't coz we have visitors!! damn!! anyway my hope's on going to puerto is slowly fading away..... and with the arrival of my aunt's!! shit everything went wrong... now I'm stuck in the doll house room prison plus I won't be able to go to puerto this weekend because we have a family outing or something.... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! I think I'm gonna be sick!!! man I really wanna go to puerto!..... but I can't.... my aunt's better have a nice package for me waiting back at home.. just to lighten up my feelings about all of this.... Damn... or cash even..! hehehe!! too bad I won't be able to go.. but hey the summer is still young and I can go anytime by next week or next month if my friends wanna go back!!!!! shit! yun pa pala! wala na pala akong kasama pa balik dun pag di ako nakasama this weekend!!!! now this is really a pain in the ass!!! shit!!!..
Posted by
Skorch at 06:46 PM |
February 28th, 2005
Man.. I wanna go to puerto next week! I wanna spare my stressful life for 2 days of relaxing again! well I deserve it!...... I wanna really go because I wanna go and I miss the feeling of freedom!! naka addict pala yun! hehehe!
I hope I can go and budget my salary which just came today! man paying with all the bills and stuff is a pain in the ass! can't have fun with all those stupid papers to pay! I WANNA BURN THEM!!
I will go this weekend and I promise that! hehehe! I just need to make some plans to be able to have enough money when I get back!..... shit this is hopeless.... Im dreamin again.... Shit!!!!!!!!!!
Posted by
Skorch at 06:47 PM |
February 27th, 2005
I wanna go to a beach!!! I wanna go back to puerto to relax!!! I miss the feeling that I had when I was there, no hassle, my mind flying, beautiful view, nice massage, cool henna, mindoro sling, nice sounds, salty water, never felt bored, nice night bars and the best of all NO PROBLEMS!!! DAMN! hehehe!
I read the blog of my good friend here in the blog universe and it reminded me of what she watched the Butterfly Effect. That movie was cool you know dripping blood out of your nose is always fun! hehehe! the question is would you do the same thing he did to change something he needed or wanted to? the funny part is when he woke up without a leg, an arm and worst part is no love!! but everything around him was cool except that his Bestfriend got the big prize! its nice movie! the lesson is shown and as for me I have no regrets whatsoever on what I have done from the past and I don't wanna change it! beacuse everything happens for a reason right!? and there are always consequences that you will face along that long road you call your life.
Shit I'm typing crap again!! I just wanna go to somewhere relaxing where I can think with-out any hassle and stuff along with someone who can relate to my friggin head!! hehehe! I'm plaaning to go back to puerto next week but with all this bills in front of me I ask myself how!!!? sh*t its never easy being the head of the family and stuff! its no fun.... hope my dad hits his head in the wall and realizes that he needs to work again and save his son (me) from all of this work.... <--dreamer again!! well i know it won't happen and I dont expect of it anymore... what I have now is what I'll take care off and what I'm thankful off! but..........................
I hope I can go next week to puerto to relax... and thats all I ask..... (it rhymes perfectly right?! nyahaha!)
Currently listening : Love Song by 311
Currently felling : BORED!!
Posted by
Skorch at 03:50 PM |
February 25th, 2005
This is the kind of song that makes me think.. im listening to it right now..
Walking After You
by Foo Fighters
Tonight I'm tangled in my blanket of clouds
Dreaming aloud
Things just won't do without you, matter of fact
I'm on your back, I'm on your back, I'm on your back
If you walk out on me, I'm walking after you
If you walk out on me, I'm walking after you
If you'd accept surrender, give up some more
Weren't you adored
I cannot be without you, matter of fact
Ooh I'm on your back I'm on your back
Ooh I'm on your back
If you walk out on me, I'm walking after you
If you walk out on me, I'm walking after you
Another heart is cracked in two, I'm on your back Ooh
I cannot be without you, matter of fact
Ooh I'm on your back
If you walk out on me, I'm walking after you
If you walk out on me, I'm walking after you
If you walk out on me, I'm walking after you
Another heart is cracked in two, I'm on your back Ooh
Posted by
Skorch at 10:57 PM |
will Im excited because tom. is my rest day! and I wanna relax.. infact i want to go out of town... but i dont have a car.. I want to watch a movie... but i dont have anyone to go with... I want to eat in a resto... but I dont have a date.... I want to spend the whole day with someone I love... but the real problem is I dont have one... So now I realize im not that excited about my weekend... So I guess I'm gonna spend time with me,myself and I!!! shit!.....
Where are you?? Why can't you find me....?? I hope your doing fine..
Posted by
Skorch at 04:49 PM |
